Secret life of Daydreams

水面下的馬賽克
湛藍
燈光散射粼粼
冷
但清醒

浮力很沉重
但是雙手划動時和水面間的倒映
卻能產生輕盈的錯覺

於是不停地打水 向前 向前
彷彿只要向前
抬頭
就會看見你

微笑的你


I went swimming tonight.
i was the only one in the pool.
i thougth about things, but mostly you.
i thought about how i wanted to be a mermaid, how my feet would be replaced by fishtail,
and how life would be in the deep ocean, another unknown space.
it might be dark and quiet,
might be lonely.
i thought about lantern fish that also live in the deep ocean,
like people walking blindly everyday but seeking for the answers in lives with a light on the head.
But the pool was bright and in pure blue.i can see the reflection of my hands on the bottom of the surface.
The flotage was heavy, but when i oared,
when i thought about you, i felt light again.
as if i would see you if i kept oaring.
as if i could touch you if i kept oaring.


i miss you so much.
more than i can bare.